to be loved and to loved??
and i wonders why we need it so much,
well love simply was not meant to be for me.
That for sure.
Absolutely,
why am i saying so??
Well, since childhood i can't barely remember
being approach by a boy or a man
and that actually made me thinks that i was so ugly,
i still am (guess so..) as no one likes me..
They just be around me as i can help them to achieved their goals..
what a negative thought that i have here..
I don't know,
i just cannot recall anything at all..
It seems that all my childhood memory have been erased from me..
Yes,
of course you are thinking that i made up that word..
the facts is,
I AM NOT~!!
i don't have any of my childhood memory,
i kinda left it somewhere behind..
was it me,
who make the choice not to remember it
or was it the other way around..
i feel like there is somewhere right inside
that want to come out
and i cannot figure it out~
could someone from my childhood help me to find it back??
please, anyone??
argh~ enough of that,
back to the track..
note: more on this..
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