019. (teka - teki haty)

dlm dingin malam

haty jd rindu

haty x pernah meminta,

jua x pernah menagih

biar kn haty terus sendiri

melagukan melodi

pd bulan dan bintang2

pd bayu berpuput lembut

biar ia jadi rahsia alam

tak tersingkap dek mata kasar

terzahir pd mata haty

dlm sendu berpanjangan...

"ia tak pernah meminta tapi ia sentiasa memberi..

bila dibahagi ia tidak menjadi setengah tapi ia menjadi dua.."

hati.. hati yg tak pernah meminta si dia utk mencintai nya tapi hati itu ttp mencintai si dia.. hati yg telah diberikan sebelah utk si dia tapi x mnjadi kn hati itu setengah, sebalik nya ia mengikat dua hati.. hati nya dan hati si dia..

018. (Ungu)

Harus slalu kau tahu

Ku mencintaimu di sepanjang waktuku

Harus slalu kau tahu

Semua abadi untuk selamanya

Kerana ku yakin

Cinta dalam hatiku

Hanya milikmu

Sampai akhir hidupku

Kerana ku yakin

Di setiap hembus nafasku

Hanya dirimu

Satu yang selalu ku rindu

Ungu: Aku Bukan Pilihan Hati Mu

006. (love=life)

one thing for sure,

love that always be with you

is always comes from your family..

they will always be with you high and low..

no matter what..

my family always with me..

i love my mom,

i love my dad

and i love my siblings..

my life are not complete without them..

along my way,

i do lost my way for a while,

but they always there

and they brought me back to the right path..

i've seen my parent do their best

for me and my siblings

and i really appreciate it..

believe me,

their love never fades for you

and they always wanted the best in you..

sometimes,

things do not worked out the way it should be

but who might knows

what are waiting for us at the end of the road..

note: currently 'pasrah' with my life..

005. (love=life)

Seeing people around me been having the love of their life,

sometimes did spark a jealousy in my heart..

Why does this happening to me??

Am i not good enough for anyone..

Well,

me my self is a bit fussy in term of choosing..

That is a FACT..

no use on denying it..

Love is blind and it always does..

The proverb do make sense,

sometimes..

when you are in loved with someone,

even a fart is considered as wangi..

pheuw~ what a smell..

mcm mne kentut boleh jd wangi ye??

sometimes,

a small, tiny details

could lead to an argument and heart broken..

what a disaster could it be

and when that happen,

only god know how thankful i am to not be having one..

who knows how stressfull could i be,

i might even turn into hulk hogan;

the green thing or maybe not..

by not being able to control my stress

it would bring a lot of mess in my life..

note: i might turn into she-Hulk.. haaha..

004. (love=life)

i have read countless of books on love

and each contains different details on love..

which one should i believe..

of course,

love to the Allah almighty is the eternal love

but it have even been said in Quran

that every single person in this world,

in this life have their own partner

and which one is mine??

It might be there,

somewhere in the crowd

or it might be,

no one at all..

ok, hear this..

do not laugh ok?

even a grin or a smile are not allowed,

don't show me your teeth..

i been thinking of few names that i like..

you must been thinking that "budak ni desperate sgt ke??"

no, i am NOT!!

i am not desperate ok..

it just a name that pop out of nowhere..

dont take it.. it is mine..

here's the names;

Dhia Nayli, Melaty Ashikin, Aliff Hadif & Syabil Ikhwan..

[please keep your thought to urself on using that names away, ok.. the names were mine, i figure it out all by my self..]

Sometimes, i wonder..

Where does that names come from??

From the sky, maybe..

Who knows..

note: keep on dreaming

003. (love=life)

How does it feel to be in love,

to be loved and to loved??

and i wonders why we need it so much,

well love simply was not meant to be for me.

That for sure.

Absolutely,

why am i saying so??

Well, since childhood i can't barely remember

being approach by a boy or a man

and that actually made me thinks that i was so ugly,

i still am (guess so..) as no one likes me..

They just be around me as i can help them to achieved their goals..

what a negative thought that i have here..

I don't know,

i just cannot recall anything at all..

It seems that all my childhood memory have been erased from me..

Yes,

of course you are thinking that i made up that word..

the facts is,

I AM NOT~!!

i don't have any of my childhood memory,

i kinda left it somewhere behind..

was it me,

who make the choice not to remember it

or was it the other way around..

i feel like there is somewhere right inside

that want to come out

and i cannot figure it out~

could someone from my childhood help me to find it back??

please, anyone??

argh~ enough of that,

back to the track..

note: more on this..

002. (love=life)

Love..

does that word ring a bell to any of you..

what is love all about??

well, according to the Concise Oxford Dictionary 10th Edition that i installed in my laptop earlier, love was define as an intense feeling of deep affection..

A deep romantic or sexual attachment to someone,

a great interest and pleasure in something or might be an affectionate greetings.

Love could also stands for other occassion namely tennis or squash for instance;

love is use to define the score of zero..

I can still remember a bit on an Australian tv production; 15Love..

At that time,

i thought it was some kinds of words that represented the teams name

instead it means the other way, the zero score..

note: What a lovely word to use..