009. (kdg2 aku terfikir)

Kadang2 susah kte nk tau

ape yg t’simpan kt lubuk hati ini.

Ak sdr mcm keliru.

Tak tau nk gmbrkan mcm mne..

kdg2 ak rse ad baik nye ak pergi dlu.

Seronok jew..

xd masalah tp 2 nme nyew pengecut..

ntah la ak sdr tak tau..

tension ble b’dpn dgn sesuatu yg ak susah utk hadapi.

Susahnya jd org dewasa

walaupun ak bukan completely turn out 2 b that way..

ak ni teruk sgt kew?

Ak tau ak ni project of failure..

smue org xske ak..

ak tau tu..

tp ak nk wt cmne lg??

smue nk ak jd someone yg bkn ak..

force ak utk jd someone else..

lngsung xbg peluang kt ak.. knpe??

Teruk sgt ke diri ak yg skrg?

Ak penat la..

ak letih..

Nobody likes me..

They hate me soo much..

they find me irritate them..

as if they want me to vanished from the earth..

susah nye nk idup dlm dunia ni..

smue kne ikut pe yg org ske,

pe yg org xske..

LETIH!!

Totally exhausted..

xde ae cre yg lbh sng slain dr mati??

Ak dh jd manusia yg xpnye perasaan..

ak xnk mcm tu..

akk nk jd org yg……..

nth, ak pun xtau..

ak dh letih b’pura2 jd org yg ceria..

letih jd org yg xpedulik ape org ckp,

letih jd bhn umpatan org..

tolonglah bg ak idup ngn tnang..

ak cme nk idup dgn jd diri ak..

dlm dunia ak sdri.. xbleh kew??

Ak xmntk byk,

ak mntk 2 jew..

2 pun ak xleh dpt kew??

Xp la ak phm xsmue yg ak nk ak bleh dpt..

dpt b’nfs kt ats mke bumi ni pun dh ckup baek kn..